I cant upload pics. IDK WHYE.


First of all, this is gna be a long post since i havent posted for like 3 months.

It has been bad since Term 1 ended. Like whut? Holiday wasn't good at all. I have to go back school for loike 3 days. And one of the days was like one of the worst of my life. If you know me really really really really well, tears drop when i get angry (a good way) or rather i cry when i get angry (a bad way). Yeah, so i cried on that day in front of 30 other councillors. Loike whut? You know what's the worst thing ? After you cried, you're forever a cry-baby in other's heart. And now im one. I kept laughing at others when they cry of small things, and now it happened to me. An eye for an eye, a tear for a tear.

Today was like another day of disaster. Not physically though, but mentally. Few days ago, i said something about R behind of her. I told E that she was blah blah blah. And guess what E told her. Loike whut? Today, first thing in the morning, R came to find me and asked who said her _____. R kept asking around for the culprit. So i went back to ask E during recess. E scolded me loike i was totally at fault. And guess what? I almost cried out and E was one of the person that saw me cried during the holidays. And he asked me if i was okay. So yeah i answered yes. This shows that ima weak forever. After recess, i had a total moodswing and nothing makes me smile. LOIKE THE WORST MOMENT OF MY LIFE. Forget it. And now the problem is to solve R. What's going through my mind now is this:

(the above alphabets are just random letters, if offended , please inform me)

Left brain= < brain =" ">

< : You should just keep your mouth shut ! See lah, you keep hurting people. And another victim now. > : IKR ?! So now what to do? Hurt also hurt already.

< : Go apologise. > : Dont want , ruin my reputation.

< : So you want wait for consequences ?! > : I dont know. Just wait and see.

So yeah , i think i should wait and see. That kind of guiltyness is still indie of me. And what's more getting scolded by E was loike end of the world. Not because i like him , but , ya'know getting scolded by not a so good friend, is like getting caught by police when you are committing crimes. Not say i committed but, just an example. Forget about this, i think i rather focus on my studies then. Science test is next wednesday and i have tons to study. Gna fight for my top 20 position in the level in order to change a new phone.

IDK what's happening to me nowadays. I kept dreaming of different guys. LIKE WHUT ?! And ya'know , whenever it comes to sweet dreams, when you wake up , you will automatically fall for the guy you dream even though he is a stranger. HAHA. I think ima crazy woman. But like who wants to stay single forever? NOT ME. I'm seeing my future, loike a happy family. Okay whatever, i've no mood to post anymore crap.

Bai.
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